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Thursday, November 10, 2011

day 4. curb

Last night I prayed that I wouldn't wake up.

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I feel 8 steps from the curb.

I'm so tired. All everyone wants me to do around this place is talk, or write, or reflect, or share....

I could do this whole recovery thing if everyone would just leave me alone.

The 'get out soon' rules are that (among other things) everyone publishes a post every day.

So here ya go, Dr. Quinn.


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6 comments:

  1. YanpiTDecember 13, 2011 at 3:58 PM

    This sounds like my english class. Mrs.D wanted you read, write and commet but it wasnt on things I wanted it was all about some hot flaming feminist. Sorry but I'm not one nor do I want to sit and read, write or comment on them.

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  2. K8December 13, 2011 at 4:19 PM

    Dear yanpiT: At this point, I'd rather be a hot flaming feminist...

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  3. AnonymousDecember 13, 2011 at 4:21 PM

    You didn't want to wake up, but you did. If you could have done it yourself, you would have. You needed some help. There's no shame in that.

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  4. K8December 13, 2011 at 4:26 PM

    Dear Anonymous 6:21
    All I feel is shame. There is no way around it. I don't know any other emotion.

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  5. AnonymousDecember 13, 2011 at 5:19 PM

    I struggle with this. Its not that I have a lack of will to live, but just a lack of strength to continue with the crap. How do we make the will do deal with this shit stonger than the lack of will to just succumb to it?

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  6. K8December 14, 2011 at 4:11 PM

    Dear Anon 5;15

    I feel completely drained...emotionally and physically. i wish i had an answer.

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